what a tiring day n mind,huhu

ermm how to start huh..slm.

ari ni a bit tired coz clas dr pg smpai ptg,bdn xla pnt sgt cme otk je yg tlbh pnt sbb tlalu byk sgt b'fikir smpai da xlrt da nk pk..clas dr 10pg smpai la 5ptg.blik clas je tgk2 xde spe kat umh,rpe2 ye diorg sume kua g mkn..alang2 2 krim swuh tapaukn mknan cz lpr bangat..pas solat brg2 jp smentra tngu diorg blik,dlm kul 6 cm2 bru diorg da blik..tngu diorg blik smpai aku t'tdo,bgun je tdo trus mkn..2pn mkn ckit je sbb xde slera lgsg,huhu...

mlm ni aku k'sorgn lg n aku xske keadaan cmni,huhu..ad membe tp msg2 bz ngn hal diorg..dia lak ad pra-mess nite,huhu..ksianye aku,huhu..hmm xau la knape since sabtu ari 2 bz sgt la dia 2,tmbh2 sjk dbgtau kna bwk ladies g pra-mess nite 2,huhu..n k'bzan dia smakin btmbh smlm n tonite of course..n tntunye k'kusutan kpale die da dpt dselesaikan sbbye ad girl yg sudi nk jd partner dia..a girl??huhu..think positive,think positive..kalau org xau mmg xkn rse cmne yg aku rasa,huhu..nk kte xjeles tipu gler r bg seorg pmpuan yg sgt kuat prasaan jelesnye,ad r ckit2 kn..nk kte x think positive pn xle gk,sbb aku sntiasa mncuba utk think positive smpai kepala aku yg sakit,haha..ble sume bnd tu da bgabung aku sndri yg skit hati..bkn sakit hati dgn dia tp sakit hati dgn prasaan aku sndri..npe aku xle biar dia dgn dunia dia dgn hati yg senang,huhu..kalau dia bleh bg aku hang out with my boyfriends npe aku xle,huhu..nk kte aku tak pcye kat dia,aku pcye je,huhu..cme xaula,da lme aku m'mikirkan bnd2 ni..kdg2 tu aku leh trima ngn hati tbuka kdg2 2 hmmm tpksa je trime,huhu..aku sdih dgn dri aku yg mcm ni sbb byk bg effect kat dri aku sndri..ble da jd cmni aku xslera nk mkn,asyik tmenung je,xstdy,tdo awl tp mta stil tkebil2 pk bnd yg sme,jd sgt pmurah dgn mgeluarkn air yg xspatutnye kluar,huhu..

pntye ye aku dgn keadaan mcm ni,pnt sgt.....

ermm last 2 days ad gk mbncgkn bnd ni ngn besfren aku..she said the same thing,"think positive ummi"..babe,im really trying..really2..n still trying..pas2 smpt lg gtau kat besfren aku tu yg dia sgt btuah sbb mpunyai kwn mcm aku sbbye...dpt mnhan prasaan jeles yg sgt kuat smata2 utk myenangkan hati si dia,haha..bengong je..urmm smpai cni je la dlu..nite2..

to him->trying my best to become positive thinker..n hope u will trying ur best to become the 'old' u..n im still waiting that day..=)