Hari ni aku rse xbest sgt,huhu..sbbye mata rse cm brt je,bdn lak lth n kaki sgt la skt..sume ye gara2 swimming smlm,huhu..cterye cmni..time swiming smlm aku nk try r swim cm diorg 2 pas2 time nk kyuh kaki 2 tslh kayuh papp!perghh! tseliuh kaki knan aku trse smpai paha kot,tlms skejap aku,huhu..engt skejap je rse sktye tp smpai ari ni trse ag,huhu..ni pn adk aku tgh tlg urutkn,hee..ermm pas2 smlm gk time mentoring,aku sgtla hmm sdih+kcik hati+malu+mrh pn ad gk..knapa?hmm sbbye ad org tlah mpersoalkn umr aku n stdy aku..huhu aku tau thn ni aku da 22 n foundation xabs ag,tp npe ckp cm2,huhu..malu gler kot ngn dak2 len..bak kte kwn aku yg m'back up aku smlm xsmstinye sume pjlnan hdup s'sorg 2 sntiasa lncr je,huhu..aku rse xmnjd mslh pn aku amk degree lmbt,yela aku bkn nk kejar pape pn..ad je pkck2 yg da 30 lbh 2 bru nk amk degree npe xdprsoalkan,huhu..npe msti aku?huhu sdih2..
Hmm sbut2 psl degree ni lak 1 hal yg m'mningkan kepala otk aku..nxt month aku da abs foundation then leh cont degree tp the prob is aku xau nk amk kos pe,huhu..dlm prncgn bachelor in pharmacy tp counselor aku kte requirement xckup,tu 1st plan..2nd plan pk nk amk bachelor in optometrist tp hmm xrecognize ag lak,huhu..3rd plan hmm bachelor in food dietation,xcnfirm ag..bru b'pk2..kalo gtau ayh nth2 ayh swuh keje je,huhu xmo..xready ag nk keje..nk blaja ag,ad diploma je ne ckup..huhu ltih gk m'mikirkan psl bnd ni,huhu..kna wt research btul2 psl kos yg nk amk tu kalo x sia2 je..yg pnting medic mmg aku da surrender dlu r,xsngup da nk amk mdical sc,kna continuosly stdy,huhu..hmm hrapnye dpt r khidmat nsht dr org2 yg bpngalamn psl bnd ni,i need to go n see mentor n also director to dscuss about this thing asap!huhu..
Dsbbkn factor2 kat ats ni la yg wt aku cm xde mud sgt nk lyn org n asyik tmnung je,huhu..smpai adk aku kte "wei kak umi,ko ni ptus cinta ke?"..huhu ptus cinta 2 ape?sy xau,huhu..aku tgh pning pale pk mslh hdup die kte aku ptus cnta,hmpeh snguh,huhu..ermm si incik bf lak tbe2 je cuti,lme gk r..tp 2 r ksian die cz tkna tmpias 'ketiada moodan' aku,huhu..pnt2 die blik tp aku lyn die cm2 lak pdhl die xbslh pape pn..~sory u~..ermm ni pn xau r nk kuar ke x,die da tny..jwpn aku,'xsure ag,tgk r cmne nnt'..hmm bkn xhepy die blik tp 2 r ble ad bnd yg sgt mngngu fkrn aku,aku jd mcm ni r..xde mud nk wt pape or kuar g mne2..da la smlm mse incik bf gtau nk blik aku cm hepy gler kn,ye r plan cm nk ajk g sunway bkarok,tp td ble die tny jd ke x aku tbe2 ckp 'cm mls nk g mne2'..huhu sgt mgecewakn dia,jhtye aku..mcm mne la aku ni lyn die cm2,huhu..xptut btul,huhu..
Adeh mcm2 la dlm hdup ni yg nk kna settlekan,huhu..byk tul dugaan n cbrn..hmm...
Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku,tlglah beri ptunjuk kpd hmba mu yg hina ini..amin..
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